..is it really hard?? ..

why i just can't walk away from you?

is it that me still can't forget about you?

what should i do for you?

what can i do to make me completely banish from your life?

or shouldn't i do that?

is there a chance for us to get along again?

who should start all over again?

can we really be a friend again?

or shouldn't i do that?

why i just can get the answer from you?

i know that we never had anything between us.

but didn't you feel what i fell before this?

did my feeling just a crap?

did my feeling just a bunch of thrash?

did i really doing wrong?

is liking you is a sin?

am i really a burden for you?
but then, why there is a hope?
why there is a promise?
why it seems really hard to forget you?
please, give me strength to get the answer from you.
show me the way to get out from you life.
if that is the only way to make you happy.
then, please.
please give me the strength to do that.
please show me that way.
and.
before i'm leave.
if i failed to say goodbye.
remember that i never failed to say  thank you.
because i had a chance to know a person like you.
i know that i'll never find a person like you anymore.
may you find the right person in your life.
and you'll stay happy 
and one more thing.
if forgetting about me,
if hating me,
is the only way to make you feel happy
is the way to make you feel free
then please.
please
please do that.
i'm begging you.
and never ever think about me again.
once i'm leaving from someone else life,
that means,
i'm already dead.
and i never come back.


.checkmate.