.. it is time to let it go ..

it is time.

to let the memories go.

to step ahead.

to head forward.

and get out from the past.

let by gone be by gone.

start to live in present.

it is time.

don't think to much about the future.

one step at one time.

the most important is move on.

and don't forget the people around you.

and remember,

" be a person full of love in life, stay simple yet happy, if things goes wrong, don't go blue. just sit and pray 'i'll get through'. always remember Allah. "

.checkmate.

.. sayonara memories ..

The sakura are in bloom

I’ve grown fond of this hill road

Ah, parting is such…

Those days of tears and laughter

As if they were only yesterday

This path now leads to the future

At least that’s what I think

The years bloomed and ended too quickly

You were totally happy about it

I simply just smiled

and said [I agree]

It wasn’t even long ago and yet

we can no longer go back to it

The feelings I couldn’t even express in words

yet still wanted to disclose to you

I wanted to do so

From the beginning till the end

We walked the way home together

Those treasured memories

I’ll never ever forget them

~SAYONARA MEMORIES~

Spring has come, with it many other roads

I’ve always hoped for a day we’ll meet again

[Goodbye] I murmured softly

The skies then slowly changed, into blue

that’s why I cried for a little a bit

I even took a detour on purpose

So for just a little longer

I can be together with you…

I also jokingly said

[Oops, my bad]

I just had to indulge myself

on your smiling face and your sparkling eyes

The feelings I couldn’t even express in words

The simple walk we had I hold so dearly in my heart

Do you remember it too?

At that time

You called out my name

Two people walking home together under the night sky

I’ll never ever forget them

~SAYONARA MEMORIES~

I’m very thankful for having ever met you

That was the very first time I saw the sakura in full bloom

How long has it been since…

Has everything changed?

Looking back, I suddenly remember

saying [This is the person I'll fall in love with]

I wonder why so?

I really have no idea

After that, each day made me very happy

yet at the same time

it was also painful.

Somehow, I couldn’t even say [Sorry]

That’s why I, you, er

wait, I’ll say something…

But right now

~I still don’t want to say goodbye~

Being stuck as just a friend

No way… I don’t want that…

I was going to say

I…

you…

you… always…

…Always! Ever since the beginning,

I’ve always loved you!

Aa, I finally said it.

.checkmate.

..is it really hard?? ..

why i just can't walk away from you?

is it that me still can't forget about you?

what should i do for you?

what can i do to make me completely banish from your life?

or shouldn't i do that?

is there a chance for us to get along again?

who should start all over again?

can we really be a friend again?

or shouldn't i do that?

why i just can get the answer from you?

i know that we never had anything between us.

but didn't you feel what i fell before this?

did my feeling just a crap?

did my feeling just a bunch of thrash?

did i really doing wrong?

is liking you is a sin?

am i really a burden for you?
but then, why there is a hope?
why there is a promise?
why it seems really hard to forget you?
please, give me strength to get the answer from you.
show me the way to get out from you life.
if that is the only way to make you happy.
then, please.
please give me the strength to do that.
please show me that way.
and.
before i'm leave.
if i failed to say goodbye.
remember that i never failed to say  thank you.
because i had a chance to know a person like you.
i know that i'll never find a person like you anymore.
may you find the right person in your life.
and you'll stay happy 
and one more thing.
if forgetting about me,
if hating me,
is the only way to make you feel happy
is the way to make you feel free
then please.
please
please do that.
i'm begging you.
and never ever think about me again.
once i'm leaving from someone else life,
that means,
i'm already dead.
and i never come back.


.checkmate.