continuity of my new lyfe (4) ..

hmm

ape nk tulis ni?

haha

ok2..

psal rmbut

kot..

td ade org tu cm

cbar je

suro wat rmbut

cm

dlm anime

haha~

bley ker..

tah

rmbut da pnjg

hitam

kire hmpir

sme la..

aahaha~

n lg stu..

kpd sorg tu

x yah la tutup blog kamu ye..

pliz..

haha

nnt aq da x leh bce da blog org

haa

so

pkir2 kn la yek..

p/s : ade ke ptut suro wat rmbut cm mmat ni?

btw, kitorg ade psamaan..

ske men chess..

hehe~

continuity of my new lyfe (3) ..

it's been a while since a long time i wrote in this blog

erm.

what can i say

i dunno what to do

so

killing time

waiting for downloading finish

coret2 la dlm blog nih..

hehe

alhamdulillah

this holiday

truly give my a great break

ahaha

act as the laziest person I've ever been

dok je umah

x wat pape

x g mne2

lol

i don't really know if u still reading

this clumsy blog

haha

it's ok for me

u can read it

whenever u like

i think

i don't have any words

so

till then..

checkmate

continuity of my new lyfe (2) ..

21/7/2009

"ok, today i'll give ur test result"..
"all of u have done it excellently but.."
"there's some of u got failed in this test", kata lecturer aq..

ah, sudah..
ttbe je jntung aq bdegup kncang ..
cm aq jer..
xpe2..
rileks2..

so, stelah mnunggu dlm 5 mnit gak ar..
bru la nme aq dpggil..
aq pun jln la kdpan..
dgn mke try smbunyikan cuak..
ble smpai je kt dpn.
mte aq trpndang mrkah test tu..
13/30..
mak aih..
loser siot..

stlah abes sesi mngompare mrkah msing2..
aq pun tpkir tuk jmpe lcture aq tu sok..
sbb fre esok je..
dgn agk down la mmkirkn mrkah test tu..
aq pun da serik da nk rileks sgt..

22/7/2009

hari tuk aq jmpe ngan die pun da tiba
msuk lecturer dlu kul 8.30pg
stlah 2 jam blja
klas pun abes
kt luar plak ujan
sjuk siot
abes je klas
dak2 pmpn g mngerumuni lcturer tu
cmne aq nk jmpe die?
xpe2..
kuar dlu
bli brkfest
(grai tu dkat je ngan klas)


lpas da bli
aq pun usha2 kot2 die da kluar..
stlah aq tgok x de tnde2 die nk kuar
aq pun g jnguk blik dlm klas.
aik??

da ksong da..
mne plak die hilang?
aduh
cmne nk revise balek ni?

xpe2..
aq tye mmber je la..
so
aq pun ajak class rep
lpak PTAR sesame pas abes tutor chem kul 12.30 tghari

pas abes klas
pegi la sne
ajk sorg lg mmber
so bertiga la ktorg

msuk je kt Perpustakaan Tun Abdul Razak (PTAR) tu trus g tgkat atas skali

sbb situ byk tmpat kosong

pegi2, mmg byk pun tmpat kosong

ok2

mse msuk je tgkat tu

kt meja yg dkat ngan pntu msuk

kitorg nmpk ade 3 lg classmate kitorg

rpe2nye 3 srangkai my gossip n her gang

ahaha

ni la 1st time aq ckp ngan die

tu pun tye psal math

bout function

klo x, smpai ke cuti la aq x ckp ngan die

ni dpt jugak ckp ngan die

aq pun x tau la rase ape kt dlm ni

rase cm nk meletup pun ade

ahaha

ape la nk jadi kt aq ni

tp bile fkir2 blek

mmber2 ade gak ckp

my gossip tu da couple

haha

so?

bgus la

x de la nk nyusahkn idup aq nnt

lgpun aq mmg nk kwn je ngan die

not more than that

ahaha

whatever la kn

aq pun pelik ngan diri ku ini

hape la kn..

continuity of my new lyfe..

alhamdullilah..
afta last weekends
(pdhal bru smlm)
rse cm everything is gone..
yeay!!!
sgala prob aq da pegi..
aq x yah nk solve..
'die' trus je slsaikan sndiri..
ahaha~

cmne ek
ttibe je si A tu i.m aq kt fb
die pun ckp la
yg die da ad bf
so
setel.

hepi2..
aha..
ade lg stu cerita..
psal my gossip..
(my sis yg bg glaran ni so pkai je)
ahaha~
ni tyme kt klas la ni..
ade la dlm stu mggu tu
scara x sgaja
aq trpkai bju yg sdondon ngan sorg bdak pmpn nih
ade gak la byk ari
aq pun x igt
since dat
trus jd gossip hgt
haha

bdk2 laki yg lbey2.
dak2 pmpn x tau la.
then, aq pun trus la cntct die
tp pkai internet je
scara vrtual..
not real
pham?
mksudnye aq x pnah lg tgur dak tuh..
ahaha~
sgan seyh..

kt ym la ktorg slalu dscuss psal phy la, chem la, bio la, math la..
ape lg ek?
mne de da.
tu yg ktorg blaja
haha

she's fine
kind
ok la
but
aq x pnah lg tgur die..
hoho

"ko mmg slow la pisang.."
haha
lntak la
aq punye psal la..
haha

till then..

checkmate


p/s : msuk air da tyme stdy.

new lyfe...

erm, mmg da lme aq x tulis dlm ni
kn?
ahaha~
ttbe je trbz
x pnah pun sblum ni
ttbe je
haha~
lol.

mcm2 yg jd thun 2009
ni da lbey stgh thun
bru nk tulis citer
haha~

nk dijadikan citer la kn
mse awl thun tu
pas amek rsult
tgh tggu msuk mne
tyme ni waktu kritikal bg aq
haha
bknnye psal upu
tp psal len
psal ape tah.

oo..
bru igt
psal sorg bdak ni
jmpe tyme ikut ktun + cfu kuar date
bdak ni si A..
A ni kwn pqot (awek ktun)

pas abes diorg date
ktorg pun blek umah ktun
mse tu aq ade futsal kot..
x igt la..
ha ah
mse futsal sdara la tu.
btul3..

pastu spe tah gtal bg no aq kt A
so nk x nk kne la lyn
klo x ckp aq smbong
mse tu tgh down gak ar.
x tau asal.
haha~
giler..

stelah knal2
n agak slalu aq n A ni cntct
ade la mggu ke bape tah
ke 2 kot.
aq da rse len mcm da ngan A
aq juz nk kwn tp...
si A ni..
tah la
aq rse ko tau kot..
ape A rse..
aq pun x tau la cmne leh jd cmtu.

smpai la die msuk mtrx
still cntct
mse ni da cam parah da..
aq pelik..
kdg2 aq tersalah skit je
die lak nk mrah lbey2.
skit2 ckp x nk kwn
mkin lme aq pun mkin rmas.
maleh jer
smpai la skrg
if die call aq
mesti die ckp "jgn curang ngan aq".
aq mmg x phm..
apsal cmtu lak..
there's nothing between us

pastu bile aq ckp psal sis aq tu
die nk mrah2 lg.
skrg ni die x tau yg aq da amek bdk tu jd sis
mse aq ckp kt die
mcm aq syok kt my sis tu
tp da tau sis aq ade pkwe
x jd la..
haha~

aritu si A tu call aq lg
die pun ckp cmtu lg
skrg ni mmg aq da maleh da
lntak ko la A..
pndai2 la idup
aq x kco ko
ko jgn kco idup aq
yg lpas tu lpas

ni msuk lak citer psal sis aq
mse awl2 tu mmg la
ok
pastu rse cam kne maen lak
rse cm puppet
once aq dpt rse cmtu
aq pun wat x ksah je la kt sis aq tu
then, ttbe je sis aq call aq
ckp ade prob
psal stdy
so, kne la tlg
da die mntk
haha
mlm tu plak
die ckp ade prob lg
kali ni psal pkwe die lak
pkwe die ni gangster
g pkul bdak btch yg bru msuk
sbb x rspek diorg
nek kes balai
haha
org suro g skola
blaja
bkn pkul org jd gengster
haha
tyme tu jgk aq kutuk sis aq
hahahaha

ape lg ek?
ade lg
tp kne wat bku kot..
ahaha~

lmenye x smbg ngan ko kn?
msing2 bz..
ko cuti sem bile?
aq 25 ni..
x sbar nk blek umah
nk mkn mskan mak
asyik mkn nasi bungkus jer ari2
muak aq
haha


bru pas abes klas ari isnin..

my 3rd tag..

1. The last person you talked to : mak aq

2. The last person you hugged : x igt la lme sgt..

3. The last person you kissed : sme gak x igt gak.. (aiseyh, ape da jd ni, x igt jek)

4. The last song you listened to : deeper conversation, yuna

5. The last person you texted : my bff

6. The last person texted you: my bff

7. The last meal you had : nasi + sup ayam + ayam msak kicap

8. The last movie you watched : mr.good-bye (tp ni drama kot)

9. The last person you called : spe ek? miscall ade la..haha

10. The last phone call you received from : akak aq. tiap2 ari call

11. The last person you had a dream of : lme seyh x mmpi..

12. The last holiday destination you went to : kl or pnang?

13. The last DVD you bought : da lme da x bli dvd. klo x clap game la kot.. AOE3

14. The last time you slept well : rndu seyh tidur ni. da lme sgt da x tdo cmni.

15. The last entry you posted : x tau.

16. The last gift you gifted someone : ade kot. tp teradvance la plak..hehe

17. The last missed call you received : erm, bff aq la..

18. The last person commented on you on MySpace : pyqot..

19. The last person commented on your blog : farz. ko la kn.. spe lg.. haha

20. The last person commented on your YouTube channel : pnah ke aq ade u-tube channel?

Sen No Yoru Wo Koete (translation)

I want you to love me, but i don't think you will

I wander within that repetition

I found one answer;

that even if I'm scared,

even if I'm hurt

I can say 'I love you' to the person who I love

Do you love me?

Or not love me?

As for things like that,

it's already fine either way

No matter how I wish

There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?

That's right, and because only the fact of my loving you

Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

I want to overcome the thousands of nights

and tell it to you

There's something that I must tell you

I want you to love me,

but I don't think you will

I wander within that repetition

I found one answer;

that even if I'm scared

Even if I'm hurt,

I can say 'I love you' to the person who I love

It's scary to turn my feelings into words

But I can say 'I love you' to the person who I love

In this broad world,

I can't express the joy of encountering you with words

So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi

Turn our backs on winter,

wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring

And become reborn anew,

so that we can protect someone
On the path we came from and our destination,

when we looked back,

I'd always have timid eyesI want to face you,

but I can't be honestI,

who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner

And hated being alone on that day

Seemed to love people while unwounded

I'll overcome the thousands of nights

and go meet you now

There is something that I must tell you

I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me

I wander within that repetition

I found one answer;

that even if I'm scared

Even if I'm hurt,

I can say 'I love you' to the person who I love

Even if those thoughts aren't fulfilled,

I can say 'I love you' to the person who I love

It's the most wonderful thing in this world .

I hate this part - The Pussycat Dolls

We're driving slow

Through the snow

On fifth avenue

And right now radio's

All that we can hear

Now we ain't talked since we left

It's so overdue

It's cold outside

But between us its worse in here

The world slows down

But my heart beats fast right now

I know this is the part

Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer

Thought that we were stronger

All we do is linger

Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now

All that's lefts goodbye to

Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here

I hate this part right here

I just can't take your tears

I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scene

Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine

Gotta talk to you now fore we go to sleep

But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down

But my heart beats fast right now

I know (i know) this is (this is) the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer

Thought that we were stronger

All we do is linger

Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now

All that's lefts goodbye to

Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here

I hate this part right here

I just can't take your tears

I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on

And carry on like nothings wrong

But there is no more time for lies

Cause I see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer

Thought that we were stronger

All we do is linger

Slipping through our fingers

I don't want to try now

All that's lefts goodbye to

Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do it

I gotta do itI gotta do it

I hate this part

I gotta do it

I gotta do it

I gotta do it

Oh

I hate this part right here

I hate this part right here

I just can't take these tears

I hate this part right here

Empty - The Click Five

Tried to take a picture

Of love

Didn't think I'd miss her

That muchI wanna fill this new frame

But it's empty

Tried to write a letter

In ink

It's been getting better

I think

I got a piece of paper

But it's empty

It's empty

Maybe we're trying

Trying too hard

Maybe we're torn apart

Maybe the timing

Is beating our hearts

We're empty

And I even wonder

If we

Should be getting under

These sheets

We could lie in this bed

But it's empty

It's empty

Maybe we're trying

Trying too hard

Maybe we're torn apart

Maybe the timing

Is beating our hearts

We're empty

Oh oh

Oh oh

Oooooh

Oh oh

Oh oh

Maybe we're trying

Trying too hard

Maybe we're torn apart

Maybe the timing

Is beating our hearts

We're empty

(Maybe we're trying)

(Trying too hard)

(Maybe we're torn apart)

We're empty

(Maybe the timing)

(Is beating our hearts)

We're empty

Sen No Yoru Wo Koete - Aqua Timez

Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai

Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte

Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte

Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaerunda

Anata ga boku wo aishiteru ka aishitenai ka

Nante koto wa mou docchi demo ii n da

Donna ni negai nozomou ga

Kono sekai ni wa kaerareru mono ga takusan aru darou

Sou soshite boku ga anata wo aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa

Dare ni mo kaerareru shinjitsu dakara
Sen no yoru wo koete anata ni tsutaetai

Tsutaenaka naranai koto ga aru

Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai

Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte

Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte

Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da

Kimochi wo kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo demo

Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da

Kono hiroi sekai de meguri au yorokobi wo kotoba jya ii arawasenai ne

Dakara bokutachi wa hohoemi

Iro azayaka ni sugiru aki wo doremi de utatte

Fuyu wo se ni haru no komorebi wo machi

Atarashiku umare kawaru dareka wo mamoreru youni to

Kita michi to yukisaki furikaereba itsudemo okubyou na me wo shite ita boku

Mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai

Massugu ni aite wo aisenai hibi wo

Kurikaeshite wa hitori bocchi wo iyagatte

Ano hi no boku wa mukizu no mama de hito wo aisou to shite ita

Sen no yoru wo koete ima anata ni ai ni yukou

Tsutaenaka naranai koto ga aru

Aisaretai demo aisou to shinaiSono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte

Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte

Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da

Sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru

Sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa

my 2nd tag..

Which hurts more, emotional or physical pain?
- emotional..sbb org je yg boley rwat ni..klo ubat tuk physical jek..

If something was wrong, who is the first Person you would go to?
- my best frens..

Are you listening to anything right now?
-bunyi pc, kt dpur, n tv...

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
- pnah la..mak aq, akak aq, n.....

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
- best gak tu..klo umah, n keje da ade tinggal nk msuk mmnang jek.. haha..

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
- x rmai sgt la tp ade..sbb mostly same sex wif me..

What are you doing tonight?
- mlm ni? mkn, on9 (ym, myspace) , tgok tv (merlin), msg2, pstu tdo la..

Is there anybody that you trust 100%?
- yup. all my best frens yg ade..

Are you satisfied with your life right now?
-Alahamdulillah.. ok jek..

What woke you up this morning?
- my mom, sis, n niece yg kjutkn pg ni..

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
- dpt free.. tshirt memanah kebangsaan sbp 2008..

Do you regret anything from your past?
- ade2.. tp syukur ngan ape yg ade skrg..

In the past week have you smiled?
- ape daa... tiap2 ari aq glak... asyik tgok katun jek.. hehe..

Has anyone told you they loved you lately?
- lately x de.. skola pun sume laki..

Do you think too much or too little?
- tgok time la.. kdg2 byk.. kdg2 skit.. klo tgah men chess yg bese lama la.. klo men blitz kejap jek.. haha~ (ceh nk tnjuk la knon men chess)

Meet anyone new this year?
- msti la.. kt myspace da brape rmai da kwn aq..

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
- x tau la nk ckp.. mmg lama n ssah nk tido.. dunno y?

Met someone who changed your life?
- ade2..

Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
- ari2 tido sorg.. kdg2 jek adik aq ttdo kt living room..

Can you run in heels?
- soklan pe nih? ade ke laki pakai heels?

Did you meet any one new in the last 100 hours?
- klo 100 hours kul bape ek?

Have you changed this year?
- yup2.. everyone need some changes..

Whose house did you sleep in last night?
- house? hari isnin kt axn.. haha~ of coz la kt umah sndiri..

Who was the last person you were in a MOTOR with?
- tah. x igt. tp aq rase nek sorg2..

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
- best mmg best.. tp aq x tau nk ckp pe..

Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
- mestila.. dua2 ade..

Do you judge people you don't know?
- oh man.. manusia mmg cmtu.. 1st impression msti ade nye..

In the past week have you cried?
- past week x de.. last time mse 2007..

Did you ever play games on the old Nintendo?
- nintendo? game boy pun x de..

Where is one place you want to visit?
- fraser hill, then mekah..

Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
- da lme da x tdo cmtu.. klo x slap mse kecik la kot.. hehe~.

p/s : ko sorg je yg bley bce blog ni.. ape lg? pham2 la.. hehe~

my 1st tag..

1. type of person you would settle down with?
org yg ambik berat, snggup trima seadanya, n care about me..



2. type of parent-in-law you're hoping for?
yg paham, percaya, n x protective sgt.



3. when are you planning to settle down?
lpas da keje la.. (nk tgung ank org kne la ade duit)


4. how many kids do you plan to have?
5 paling ramai.. tp prefer 3..



5. what would you do if you partner is unable to give you off-spring?
kne la trima ktntuan Ilahi..



6. what would you do if your marriage is in a bad situation?
solve the problems, save the marriage..(1st n last)



7. what would you do if you're a divorcee?
hopely not like dats..(x nk la aq)


8. what would you if the next morning you find out that your partner is dead?
sdeyh sgt3.. n ..x tau la nk ckp pe lg da..