Sunday, December 26, 2010

..better man..


Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man 

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

is that the same mistake again?

haha~
i wonder if i repeat the same mistake.
well, i shouldn't do that this morning.
maybe she don't feel it.
but for me.
it does.
hurm, did i didn't have enough strength just to greet her?
what a mistake.
is there any books for dummies like me?
"how to greet a girl for dummies?"
haha~

Sunday, December 19, 2010

..song that remind me on you..

7989 [Ft. KangTa & TaeYeon]

Yunanhi oneulttara 
wae geureoke utkko inneungeoni 
eolma jeon naege 
sogae shikyeojun geu saramini 
neol utkke mandeuneun 
haengbokan geu namja 
yunanhi oneulttara 
wae geureoke u-ulhae boyeoyo 
beolsseo han shiganjjae 
ireoke na utkko itjjanayo 
jjinggeuriji mayo jeongmal geokjjeong doeyo 
geureoke oraen shiganeul 
hamkke haesseonneunde 
ajiktto moreuni 
nal geureoke molla 
ireon baboga tto isseulkkayo 
ajiktto moreunayo 
du pal beollyeo seo-inneun nal 

Geureoke bappeun georeumeuro 
eodil gago inneun geoni 
jogeumeun cheoncheonhi geotkko shipeo 
neowa hamkke haneun 
sojunghan i shigan 
ppalli bonaego shipjji ana 
geureoke neurin georeumeuro 
eodil gagetttaneun geonji 
jogeum deo maneun gose gago shipeo 
ilju-ire han beon bakke 
mot boneunde jom seodulleojweoyo 
geureoke oraen shiganeul 
hamkke haesseonneunde 
ajiktto moreuni 
nal geureoke molla 
ireon baboga tto isseulkkayo 
ajiktto moreunayo 
du pal beollyeo seon nareul 
geureonga bwayo neul geuraennabwayo 
gateun gose seoseo 
dareun gonman bwatjjyo 
nan neul han gonman baraboneunde 
geugeol moreugo itjjyo 
nareul bol sun eomnayo 

Geureoke oraen shiganeul 
hamkke haesseonneunde 
ajiktto mollayo 
nal geureoke molla 
ireon baboga tto isseulkkayo 
ajiktto moreunayo 
du pal beollyeo seo inneun nal


 7989 [Ft. KangTa & TaeYeon]

[Kangta] Why are you unusually laughing like that today?
Is it that person I introduced you to?
That happy man that makes you laugh

[TaeYeon] Why are you looking unusually sad today?
It has been an hour
I have been laughing like this
Don't frown anymore
I am really worried...

[Kangta] I spent so much time together with you
Do you still not know?
You still don't know me..

[TaeYeon] Is there still such a dummy?
Don't you know yet?
I'm standing with my two arms wide open

[Kangta] Where are you going with that fast-paced walk?
I want to walk a little bit slower
This special time I'm spending with you
I don't want it to go quickly

[TaeYeon] Where are you trying to go with that slow-paced walk?
I want to go visit more places
I only get to see you once a week
Please hurry

[Kangta] I spent so much time together with you
Do you still not know?
You still don't know me..

[TaeYeon] Is there still such a dummy?
Don't you know yet?
Open your arms and..

[Together]It must be so
It must have always been like this
We always stood together
And looked in different directions

I'm always looking in one direction
But you aren't aware
Can't you see me

[Together] All that time
that we spent together
Do you still not know?
You still don't know me..
Is there still such a dummy?
Don't you know yet?
I'm standing with my two arms wide open

Saturday, December 18, 2010

..is it really hard?? ..


why i just can't walk away from you?
is it that me still can't forget about you?
what should i do for you?
what can i do to make me completely banish from your life?
or shouldn't i do that?
is there a chance for us to get along again?
who should start all over again?
can we really be a friend again?
or shouldn't i do that?
why i just can get the answer from you?
i know that we never had anything between us.
but didn't you feel what i fell before this?
did my feeling just a crap?
did my feeling just a bunch of thrash?
did i really doing wrong?
is liking you is a sin?
am i really a burden for you?
but then, why there is a hope?
why there is a promise?
why it seems really hard to forget you?
please, give me strength to get the answer from you.
show me the way to get out from you life.
if that is the only way to make you happy.
then, please.
please give me the strength to do that.
please show me that way.
and.
before i'm leave.
if i failed to say goodbye.
remember that i never failed to say  thank you.
because i had a chance to know a person like you.
i know that i'll never find a person like you anymore.
may you find the right person in your life.
and you'll stay happy 
and one more thing.
if forgetting about me,
if hating me,
is the only way to make you feel happy
is the way to make you feel free
then please.
please
please do that.
i'm begging you.
and never ever think about me again.
once i'm leaving from someone else life,
that means,
i'm already dead.
and i never come back.


.checkmate.







Tuesday, December 14, 2010

..its all about her..

1.Taeyeon's talents came from her parents...Her dad was a vocalist in a band, and mom had won children's song competitions when she was young.

2.Taeyeon's parents are very supportive. They let their children decide for themselves. Because of that, Taeyeon learned to take care of things on her own.

3.Her Father once said, Taeyeon, ever since, has always been taeyeon(Calm).

4.Her brother once said, when Taeyeon was in middle school, she was already an ahjumma.

5.Taeyeon thinks she would burden the girls if she let them see that she's upset over something, that's why she keeps so many secrets/problems.

6.Taeyeon used to travel from Seoul to her home almost everyday on her trainee days. School work is the main reason.

7.Taeyeon never played with dolls, she played tops, robots and cars..

8.Taeyeon once dreamed of becoming an announcer. She said she wanted to take over the world.

9.Taeyeon was hospitalized last March(not sure about the date) and due to
her absence, Sooyoung replaced her in Chinchin.

10.It was once asked on Taeyeon,"If you and your boyfriend broke up, where will you go?" She answered, "The most quiet place in the world , I will calm down my mood alone"

11.Once when she was recording a solo, Taengoo did not sing well and she could not reach the high notes. She tried recording it again many times but it was the same. She cried. Everyone was shocked to see Taeng crying. Fany, who couldn't walk that time due to lef injuries wanted to walk towards her to comfort her but HyoYeon stopped her from doing so. Taeng later said that she didn't do well and she cried because she was worrying about someone.

12. taeyeon once said, "No one believes I haven Fall In love before"

13.Taeyeon is actually taller than Sunny by only "2cm"

14.Taeyeon phone was once lost and it was found inside the refrigerator

15.Taeyeon's favorite song from their first album is "Merry-Go-Round".

16.Taeyeon is a sleep talker.

17. taeyon used to play RF online.

18.Taeyeon is a fruit Peeler expert.

19.Taeyeon cherishes her phone and her online games.

20.Taeyeon once wanted to quit as SNSD's Leader.

21.Taeyeon knows how to play starcraft and her favorite race is protos

22.She i a good pen spinner

23.She is the dorkiest girl group leader.

24. She loves gummy bears.

25.She is a fan girl of Rain Bi.

26.She once said that she likes wearing long sleeved pajamas because she feels more secured with them.

27.She maid their chant, "Right now, It's SNSD"

28.Kim Taeyeon Literally means "The Great Beauty" Taeyeon literally means, "Calm"

29.Taeyeon's favorite number is 9.

30. Seohyun somehow brainwashed her because she now likes Keroro.

31. She likes to have a musjroom as her house.

32.Taeyeon has a very bad memory.

33.Taeyeon ran away from their dorm during her trainee days because of exhaustion.

34.Taeyeon's ideal guys is the one who's humerous and has a good skin.

35.Taeyeon is the type who hides her sadness in smiles.

36.Taeyeon once dreamed to be a math teacher.

37. She likes cactuses!

38. Taeyeon and Fany are Wife-Wifw couples.

39.She hates aegyo. She once said she had a hard time being cute in "Gee"

40."Never do things you will regret later" is her Motto.



41. Taeyeon wanted to do musicals from the very beginning.

42. she wears contacts.

43. She sleeps an average of 7 hours a day.

44. Taeyeon voted herself as best cook of all nine members though others voted for Hyoyeon.

45. Taengoo once cried because she felt bad that while the members were eating on the table, the staff were eating on the floor.
~Awwwww..:(

46. She became a model of her parents' optical shop.

47. She doesn't like long haired boys.

48. In Music Bank, she got hit with the fireworks but no serious injury.

49.When she was young, she used to listen to the radio while studying. She says radio listening has been a part of her life.

50.Taeyeonn likes the movie, "National Treasure"

51. Fans call her hobbit(Human Elf)

52. She straches everyday to somehow gain height.

53.Before, Taeyeon sleep walked and used the elevator several time while sleeping.

54.She dislikes herself after being full because of eating too much.

55.Taeyeon is dreadful using her left hand that she only types in the keyboard with her right hand.

56.She likes purple flowers.

57.she watches TV 4 hours a da.

58. She takes utensils and other things with her on broadcasting stations so that she would be ready when other members need them.

59. she likes tigers, puppies, and cats.

60. Her favorite season is Winter.



61.She will choose friendship over love.

62.Taeyeon's common sleep talk phrase is 'More! More!' which made Yoona (her former roommate) laugh so hard that she had a hard time falling asleep.

63.She wants to visit America and Japan.

64. Taegang Unite is her fan club's name.

65. Taeyeon's roomate is sunny.

66.she used to suffer from insomnia.

67. Her favorite color is light blue and purple blue.

68. Her brother looks like her, has the same expression as her, and is nicknamed, "Boy Taeyeon".

69. One of her ideal men is Vegeta from Dragon Ball Z

70. her most treasured object is her Training jogging pants that she wears eventhough it is worn out uunti she gave it away on We Got Married.

71. Her nicknames are, Eomma, Ajumma, Kid Leader, Byuntaengoo, Taegoo, Tete, and Dorky Leader.

72. Taeyeon, Soo, and Yoona hated cockroaches so much that they once burned it on top of a candle.

73.She can fall asleep anywhere.

74. She and Jessica are best out of the 9 when it comes to Highest Vocals.

75. She was chosen leader because it was a requirement with SM Entertainment that Leaders are the ones who are eldest.

76. She's blunt, Dense(I dont like that one.>.<), get's bored easily, doesn't show her inner emotions, and has a phobia for fire.

77.Get's drunk on butter bear.

78.She has 5 piercings.

79. She sets the camera on the 9th level when she takes pictures of herself.

80. She plays football.

81.She can imitate Sharapova's(Tennis Player) "Sound Effects"

82. Taeyeon's last visit on Soshified.com is August 2, 2008, 6:31 PM

83. Her height is 1.82 m.

84. She loves to touch nicole's(Kara) Butt.

85. She envies Sooyoung's short hair that she copied it.

86. She was asked once, "How do you disteress" ans she answered, " Think of something else; listen to music to divert mood."

87. She used to play Violin.

88. She and Sunny are called,"Villains of SNSD"

89. She and sunny also were said to have,"Short heights but Steel hearts"

90. TAEYEON IS THE BEST DORKY LEADER FOR ALL S♥NE'S!

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

..bubbling..

pernikahan merupakan satu ikatan yang suci, 
tambah2 pula apabila memenuhi permintaan ibu bapa, 
cinta itu akan datang kemudian.

.checkmate.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

..it's all right..


it's all right.
honestly, it's not your fault, it's mine.
i didn't plan on feeling something for you,
it just sort of happened.
so i'm sorry about that.

.pelik ar entry tgah2 ari buta.
haha~

.checkmate.

Friday, November 26, 2010

..tag from noya..



1.apa benda yang paling penting dalam hidup korang?
my precious wife "lappie" , my old timer phone.
dulu ade mp3, tp da hilang.huhu.

2. Benda yang terakhir korang beli menggunakan duit korang sndiri ?
top up..

3. Dimana tempat korang ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan korang dan tema perkahwinan korang nanti?
wowow.terlalu awl nmpk.haha~ klo tpkir pun, dpn kt ballroom pun ok gak.
tema mungkin ikut tahun tu la.mybe should i try summer theme?
haha~
rest, dunno.

4. Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?
hurm, x tau la nk ckp ape psal nie. kinda heartless for now.

5. Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?
as long as her love me.
till die i guess.

6. Dimana korang selalu berjumpa dengan kekasih korang?
hurm, satu lg soklan yg, x tau nk ckp ape psal nie..

7. Novel / buku / majalah yang terakhir korang beli?
novel, cinta sufi by ramlee awg murshid.
majalah, x igt la.
buku, hurm.. material science and engineering .
XD

8. Apakah nama penuh korang?
MUHAMMAD HAFIZ BIN ZAKARIA
x tau la cite disebalik name ni. hehe~
often called by people pisang.
yup, banana.

9. Antara mak dan ayah korang, yang mana korang lebih mesra?
ngan mak. oh well.. ank mak.. haha~

10. Namakan orang yang korang betul-betul nak jumpa dalam hidup korang?
hurm, sape ea? 
tp lmbt lg kot.
in coming 5 years ahead i think.
lol
x lupe gak mber2 tyme skola, and asasi.
:D
11. Adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri?
klo kt kolej la. tu pun gne mesin.
act, kt rumah pun pkai mesin.

12. Dimanakah tempat yang korang betul-betul nak pergi?
hoho~
i like this question.
ok dlm m'sia dulu.
pulau2 kt pntai timur, n sipadan.
bukit fraser
kundasang.

luar m'sia plak.
korea, jeju island gak and seoul.
jepun, ni byk nk gi. tp pling nk pegi, harajuku.
itali, mkn2.
australia, dulu plan nk study kt sini. tp ape kn daya, xde rezki.

13. Pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium? 
when it is legal, anything can.
:)

14. Beritahu 3 benda tentang orang yang tag korang
hoho.
3 ea?
skit sgt la.. haha~
erm, suke tgok mate die.
byk ckp gak die ni.
unstoppable bile gelak. 
haha~ 

15. 5 orang yang korang sangat-sangat sayang dalam hidup korang?
my 1st family
my 2nd family
my 3rd family
my 4th family

16. Bila tarikh lahir korang dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas? 
09/04/91
last year ea? 2009 kn?
erm, kt umah je la.
tu pun x smbut sgt.
hehe~

17. 7 orang blogger yang korang nk tag
follower pun ade 7 je, tp reader ade 10 kot.
so, sape2 bace kire terTAG la kn.
XD

19. Cerita sikit blogger yang pertama korang tag
sape ea? ok, sape bc dulu die la org 1st aq tag.
so nk ckp ape?
haha~

.checkmate.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

..all or nothing..


I know when he's been on your mind 
That distant look is in your eyes 
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over 
It's not the way I choose to live 
But something somewhere's gotta give 
As sharing in this relationship gets older, older 

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there 
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not 
fair 

Cuz I want it all 
Or nothing at all 
There's nowhere left to fall 
When you reach the bottom it's now or never 
Is it all 
Or are we just friends 
Is this how it ends 
With a simple telephone call 
You leave me here with nothing at all 

There are time it seems to me 
I'm sharing you with memories 
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it 
Then there's times you look at me 
As though I'm all that you can see 
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it 

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well 
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell 

Cuz I want it all 
Or nothing at all 
There's nowhere left to fall 
When you reach the bottom it's now or never 
Is it all 
Or are we just friends 
Is this how it ends 
With a simple telephone call 
You leave me here with nothing at all 

Cuz you and I 
Could lose it all if you've got no more room 
No more inside for me in your life 

Cuz I want it all 
Or Nothing at all 
There's nowhere left to fall 
It's now or never 

Is it all 
Or nothing at all 
When you reach the bottom it's now or never 
Is it all 
Or are we just friends 
Is this how it ends 
With a simple telephone call 
You leave me here with nothing 

Cuz you and I 
Could lose it all if you've got no more room 
No more inside for me in your life 

Cuz I want it all 
Or nothing at all 
There's nowhere left to fall 
It's now or never 

Is it all 
Or nothing at all 
When you reach the bottom it's now or never 
Is it all 
Or are we just friends 
Is this how it ends 
With a simple telephone call 
You leave me here with nothing at all


*nota kaki*


its not like i still remember her.
it just i like this song.
its nothing to do with her.
or maybe a little bit.
and it  is not because of 3rd person.
or the other guy.


.checkmate.