..it's all right..

it's all right.

honestly, it's not your fault, it's mine.

i didn't plan on feeling something for you,

it just sort of happened.

so i'm sorry about that.

.pelik ar entry tgah2 ari buta.

haha~

.checkmate.

..tag from noya..

1.apa benda yang paling penting dalam hidup korang?

my precious wife "lappie" , my old timer phone.

dulu ade mp3, tp da hilang.huhu.

2. Benda yang terakhir korang beli menggunakan duit korang sndiri ?

top up..

3. Dimana tempat korang ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan korang dan tema perkahwinan korang nanti?

wowow.terlalu awl nmpk.haha~ klo tpkir pun, dpn kt ballroom pun ok gak.

tema mungkin ikut tahun tu la.mybe should i try summer theme?

haha~

rest, dunno.

4. Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?

hurm, x tau la nk ckp ape psal nie. kinda heartless for now.

5. Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?

as long as her love me.

till die i guess.

6. Dimana korang selalu berjumpa dengan kekasih korang?

hurm, satu lg soklan yg, x tau nk ckp ape psal nie..

7. Novel / buku / majalah yang terakhir korang beli?

novel, cinta sufi by ramlee awg murshid.

majalah, x igt la.

buku, hurm.. material science and engineering .

XD

8. Apakah nama penuh korang?

MUHAMMAD HAFIZ BIN ZAKARIA

x tau la cite disebalik name ni. hehe~

often called by people pisang.

yup, banana.

9. Antara mak dan ayah korang, yang mana korang lebih mesra?

ngan mak. oh well.. ank mak.. haha~

10. Namakan orang yang korang betul-betul nak jumpa dalam hidup korang?

hurm, sape ea? 

tp lmbt lg kot.

in coming 5 years ahead i think.

lol

x lupe gak mber2 tyme skola, and asasi.

:D

11. Adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri?

klo kt kolej la. tu pun gne mesin.

act, kt rumah pun pkai mesin.

12. Dimanakah tempat yang korang betul-betul nak pergi?

hoho~

i like this question.

ok dlm m'sia dulu.

pulau2 kt pntai timur, n sipadan.

bukit fraser

kundasang.

luar m'sia plak.

korea, jeju island gak and seoul.

jepun, ni byk nk gi. tp pling nk pegi, harajuku.

itali, mkn2.

australia, dulu plan nk study kt sini. tp ape kn daya, xde rezki.

13. Pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium? 

when it is legal, anything can.

:)

14. Beritahu 3 benda tentang orang yang tag korang

hoho.

3 ea?

skit sgt la.. haha~

erm, suke tgok mate die.

byk ckp gak die ni.

unstoppable bile gelak. 

haha~ 

15. 5 orang yang korang sangat-sangat sayang dalam hidup korang?

my 1st family

my 2nd family

my 3rd family

my 4th family

16. Bila tarikh lahir korang dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas? 

09/04/91

last year ea? 2009 kn?

erm, kt umah je la.

tu pun x smbut sgt.

hehe~

17. 7 orang blogger yang korang nk tag

follower pun ade 7 je, tp reader ade 10 kot.

so, sape2 bace kire terTAG la kn.

XD

19. Cerita sikit blogger yang pertama korang tag

sape ea? ok, sape bc dulu die la org 1st aq tag.

so nk ckp ape?

haha~

.checkmate.

..all or nothing..

I know when he's been on your mind 

That distant look is in your eyes 

I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over 

It's not the way I choose to live 

But something somewhere's gotta give 

As sharing in this relationship gets older, older 

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there 

I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not 

fair 

Cuz I want it all 

Or nothing at all 

There's nowhere left to fall 

When you reach the bottom it's now or never 

Is it all 

Or are we just friends 

Is this how it ends 

With a simple telephone call 

You leave me here with nothing at all 

There are time it seems to me 

I'm sharing you with memories 

I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it 

Then there's times you look at me 

As though I'm all that you can see 

Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it 

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well 

I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell 

Cuz I want it all 

Or nothing at all 

There's nowhere left to fall 

When you reach the bottom it's now or never 

Is it all 

Or are we just friends 

Is this how it ends 

With a simple telephone call 

You leave me here with nothing at all 

Cuz you and I 

Could lose it all if you've got no more room 

No more inside for me in your life 

Cuz I want it all 

Or Nothing at all 

There's nowhere left to fall 

It's now or never 

Is it all 

Or nothing at all 

When you reach the bottom it's now or never 

Is it all 

Or are we just friends 

Is this how it ends 

With a simple telephone call 

You leave me here with nothing 

Cuz you and I 

Could lose it all if you've got no more room 

No more inside for me in your life 

Cuz I want it all 

Or nothing at all 

There's nowhere left to fall 

It's now or never 

Is it all 

Or nothing at all 

When you reach the bottom it's now or never 

Is it all 

Or are we just friends 

Is this how it ends 

With a simple telephone call 

You leave me here with nothing at all


*nota kaki*


its not like i still remember her.
it just i like this song.
its nothing to do with her.
or maybe a little bit.
and it  is not because of 3rd person.
or the other guy.


.checkmate.

..its such a long time ago..

how should i say this?

its been a while.

i never feel like this before.

don't know how.

last time was for the 1st time i saw her.

talk to her.

text, chat, and what so ever.

then, now what?

why does this feeling go away?

does it really going the same way?

going to meet the same end?

what a drag.

am i going to feel the pain again?

if yes, i'm ready.

bring it on.

or not?

think again.

think wisely.

think deeply.

thinker bell?

hahaha

ok2, be serious.

i don't know what to say.

i don't know how to think.

i don't know what to do.

how about just do like nothing happen?

how about pretend like noting happen?

but this time.

i'm not sure if i can afford the same pain.

what ever it is.

let's time decide.

and

no matter what happen.

just accept it.

but the most important is

know what is truly important things.

.checkmate.

..time to forget..

huhu.

bnde ni masih tidak dpt dikonfomkn lg.

tp smntara nk menunggu untuk masa yg menentukannya.

tidak mnjadi mslah untuk melupakannya.

dan menyiapkan diri dgn sgala jawapan yg bkal diterima.

walaupun dah tau jwapannye, dan slalu sgt dpt jwpan yg sama.

xpe, at least i'm trying.

x mcm org tuh.

haha.

kidding2.

papepun.

ape yg jadi lepas ni.

biar je.

yg lepas tu lepas.

its time to take a new step ahead.

erm, da lme x rse cm ni.

trase excited sntiasa.

rse cm nk pecah paru2 aq.

haha.

mybe disbabkn exam yg baru abes?

atau disbabkan step baru yg nk diambil?

atau ...

mnunggu ari tuk balik umah??

hahaha.

ok2, skrg ni cerita lain lak.

aq ni act, cpat bosan ngan sesuatu.

or ngan seseorang.

tp aq x tau knape ngan sorg ni, aq x bosan2.

knape ea?

adakah dsbabkan kadar mengharap yg tggi menggunung?

tp skrg ni da jd cm lagu justin bieber, baby.

cm ni bunyinye,

are we an item, girl quit playin

we're just friend, what are u sayin

said there's another, look right in my eyes

my first love break my heart for the first time.

haha.

mmg tepat lagu ni tuk keadaan aq skrg.

haha.

nk ckp ape lg ea?

ouh ye..

i wonder if there anyone that can replace her?

kite tinggalkan post kali ni dgn stu persoalan..

:D

.checkmate.

dat's my 1st..

~hoho~

on last tuesday, 2nd nov of 2010

we,

cima (kak long), ehsan (abg long), nadia (kak hailer), abu (adik 2 jiwa), tyra (adik manja) n me

ish, ssah la nk explain in english

ktorg gi men ice skating kt sunway pyramid.

even aq da byk kali gi sane.

tgok je dari atas, tepi, dari mane lg ea?

x kesah ar, yg pnting aq tgok je dulu.

n aritu dpt gak mnjejakkan kasut skate yg aq pkai kt ats ice tuh.

mule2 aq ckp kt abu,

"aq ade bkat yg terpendam men skate nih"

xleh blah ayt, bjet giler.

skali bile da msuk,

mak aih.

cm org bru nk blaja bjalan pun ade haa.

kjap2 nk pgg

dinding ea, bkn org. haha~

ye ar, mne x nye.

da berdiri ok da ni, tp gi ke blkg.

cmne nk ke depan?

punye la "gigih" tgok org tu, tgok org ni,

x dpt2 gak.

smpai kak long ajar pun still.

x reti2 jugak.

ok aq mmg bebal men ice skate.

haha~

mule2 slhkn kasut.

die bg saiz besa.

aq mntak 41 die bg 42. =.=

so bile x puas ati ngan kasut,

aq pun kuar gi mntk tuka.

but still.

x de, so aq ckp nk pkai saiz 40

orait, 2nd try.

msuk2 sme gak.

tp kali ni kaki sakit ar.

da kecik dari spatutnye mmg azab gak ar.

pastu aq kuar balik.

then, aq trnmpk ade kasut saiz 41 kat krusi mne tah.

so aq duduk, buat2 bkk kasut.

tgok kiri

tgok kanan

line clear.

letak kasut saiz 40 tuh.

cpat2 pkai kasut saiz 41.

cabut.

ok skrg 3rd attempt.

da mule slesa ar.

ksut orait je.

and, da bley da ke depan skit2.

tp masih lg x btul. T.T

lbeyh krg 3 ke 4 round tah.

pusing2 dlm tuh.

mule trase pnat.

pas tgkp gmbr dlm tuh.

trus kuar gi karok lak.

then, pas asar.

ktorg pun gi ar cari tmpat karok tuh.

lme gak ar pusing2.

pstu bru jumpe.

tp

dgn konfidennye

ade org tros je nk msuk kt "coco banana"

nseb bek ktorg pggil balik, klo x.

ish3.

haha.

ok, ktorg jmpe gak tmpat karok.

ble tnye hrge, mhal la plak.

so x tau la nk watpe pastu.

da x tau nk decide wat pe ktorg pun wandering2 kt SP tuh.

aq n abu gi la cari brg skit.

mle2 gi jusco,

da dpt brg tu

ktorg pun blah.

ttbe rse cm nk usha wallet je la.

usha nye usha

halamak. cun la plak.

amek la stu.

pastu usha t-shirt.

ni pun cm orait je.

ape lg, agkat je la.

haha~

kbetulan aq kekurangan baju, n aq suke wane putih. <3

da dpt sume tuh, trus gerak balik pas mgrib.

sesampai je kt ukm tros grak gi mapeley. (mapley ea, ejaan sbnar)

x sgke lak, abu terjumpe ngan org yg die admire sblum gerak.

hoho~

"tiba-tiba jantung ku terhenti"

ape tah abu nyanyi time tuh.

so mmg x tentu arah ar die.

tp bile tyme mkn sesame.

die bley lak wat cm org tu x de.

ape daa.

=.='

haha~

xpe2, cube next time ea abu.

*ragam time nk balik*

ape2 pun, thanks korg ea.

spatutnye, da lme da aq men skate tu.

tyme asasi lg ptutnye.

dgn beliau plak tu.

tp aq x igt lak sbb ape x jd.

n biasenye ape yg ktorg plan nk wat dulu,

mmg sume x jd.

mlainkan kebetulan or ad hoc.

yg tu pun bape byk kali la sgt.

x smpai 5 kali pun.

haha~

nk wat cmne kn, x de rezeki ar tuh.

so conclusion nye, hari itu sgt indah, best, tbaik

ape lagi korg nk? letak je..

haha~

thanks a lot guys.

!!SAYANG KORG!!

.checkmate.